Resources beer talk

I was at Dave's home, sitting on a couch drinking some beer. Thursday night, long day at work, long week at work. We were both pretty tired, his wife was cooking something in the kitchen an we just sat there staring at the tv like zombies.

- You know I'm so frickin' tired of this, I feel like I'm fifty or so ... Can't stand waking up in the morning, taking the train for an hour to the Corporation crowded with hundreds of other resources only to get there and see a ton of emails and tasks waiting to be resolved... Damn, seems like that frickin vacation was a century ago...
- Eh said Dave a little dizzy from the beer, at least you have some job security at the Corporation... me I don't know...
- Me neither I said, they just announced they will shoot down another 5 thousands resources, cutting costs they say... Anyway don't want to worry, I hope I will make it to that day when I don't rely on that paycheck no more...
- Where's Ally ? Dave asked. What's up with you too? Are you still coming to the weekend in the mountains no?
- Yeah... I said, don't really feel like it but she's excited and I promised her, I don't wanna take that back too...
Lately I was feeling like I ignore her too much, not missing her, not craving for her presence, not even enjoying when she came to spend the nights with me. Thought she had figured that out too but weird enough she didn't leave, she must really care for me or she's just stubborn ...anyway she always asks if she can come over "only if you like me to" and I say yes, what the heck can I say?
- You're nuts Dave said, Ally is a great girl and she really likes you ...and you act like you don't care, no feelings and all, a frickin robot, you can't be happy like that, listen to me.
Would I be happy with Sexy Redhead if she were my girlfriend instead of Ally? I can't take my eyes off her at work but how about if we were together? Would it be a different story? I was pretty turned on over Ally at first and then ... Still I really wish I could try.